

Excited because it's the new year. It's a clean calendar.
Dreading it because it means big changes in our little household.
The Doctor starts school in 2011, and I have really mixed emotions about that.
Tiny starts preschool in 2011. (This is Tiny at her preschool orientation.)
Mid year hopefully Matt will be a fully-fledged teacher.
And I am working 4 days a week for a while.
It's a cracking pace and if I am 100 per cent honest, I really miss my babies while I am at work. I love my job, but I miss my family. I've thought about it a lot, I've drafted a whole post about it (which is lying dormant in my draft folder), and I'm putting it out on the table.
I don't think women can have it all.
Boo me down all you like, disagree all you like, but juggling everything ain't all it's cracked up to be (or sometimes not cracked up). Being an at home parent is hard and being an at work parent is hard.